Song Listings & Lyrics

DISSASOCIATE 

I stay in The back of my mind. Watching the days as the hours go by. I’m just along for the ride alright.

Things aren’t always crystal clear. I could see myself in the rear view mirror, I shake my head no, and I say it’s alright. You could wake me up when it’s drinking time.

What’s that you just said? I was somewhere else in my head, and I been stuck inside this place all day.

It feels great to disassociate, I’m here but I really ain’t. I’m somewhere far away.

You can talk to me tomorrow.

I’ll be way better tomorrow.

I don’t like it that I feel this way. It’s getting worse everyday.

I’ll make a change.

I can’t just change.

I’ll do what needs to be done. No one ever said that life is fun. Crawl back up inside of my head, and go through my day just like the living dead.

And if you’re talking to me you should take your time cause something else is going on behind these eyes. I’ve checked out, I’m in another place, and I hope that I can find my way back some day.

What’s that you just said? I was somewhere else in my head, and I been stuck inside this place all day.

It feels great to disassociate, I’m here but I really ain’t. I’m somewhere far away.

You can talk to me tomorrow.

I’ll be way better tomorrow.

I don’t like it that I feel this way. It’s getting worse everyday.

I’ll make a change.

I can’t just change.

I’ll make a change.

I can’t just change


DRINKING'S NOT THE PROBLEM

Well I stayed up too late last night just drinking by myself, thinking all about my life; and there are things that come to mind that I dont want to face, I’d rather go and hide.

I think I’ll take a few more shots to try and drown my brain, to try and shut it off. It’s no good to self medicate. How did I get so drunk? Why did I stay up so late?

One more drink to help me sleep.

One more shot to calm me.

One more round till I black out.

Last week I woke up in the hallway lying in the floor, still wearing my coat. I guess I took too many shots. I’ll blame it all on chris. Where is my self control. It’s not like I do this all the time. I’m doing it for fun, but that’s not really true. More like vacation from myself I’ll drift off in the booze.

One more drink to help me sleep.

One more shot to calm me.

One more round till I black out.

Someone wake me up. I’m stuck inside a dream. Running far away, from what I used to be.

I run from me.

I run from me.

I run from me.

I run from me.


DEAD LEAVES

How can we waste all this time? When the world is waiting to kill us. You should have, could have, did not! Do it now. Before it’s all over.

The dead leaves fall down to the ground, and the light peeks through the branches. A cold wind drives you into your house. All alone, and safe from the elements.

It’s funny how easy things change, right away, and we don’t even notice; how satellites always keep track of your place, and the things that you purchase.

The dead leaves fall down to the ground, and the light peeks through the branches. A cold wind drives you into your house. All alone, and safe from the elements.

And I guess there’s nothing to need when you never want nothing at all. Give it up. Sell all your possessions.

The dead leaves fall down to the ground, and the light peeks through the branches. A cold wind drives you into your house. all alone, and safe from the elements.

All the dead leaves fall down to the ground.

All the dead leaves fall down.

All the dead leaves fall down to the ground.

All the dead leaves fall down.


4 AM

It’s four in the morning, and everyone’s gone, and I’m drinking beer all alone.

The light from the TV is the only one on. Flickering some bullshit show.

Looking at pictures of friends on my phone. people I don’t hardly know; and I should just go to sleep....but I won’t.

I just want to go home

Through closed eyes. The sun shines, gold light, so bright, and blue skies, and birds fly, but when I open up my eyes I’m still just drunk in my living room.

I just want to gone 

I want to go home.

I want to go home.

I won’t make it home.

I’m not coming home.

I can’t make it home.

I’ll never go home.


CIRQUE DU FUX

Stone heart and it’s cold as ice, no amount of fire gonna help this time. No use, dead inside. Chemicals convince you that you like your life. It’s like a cool breeze when it’s warm outside. Cover up the scars with a blanket of lies. You’re thinking, o e day you’ll be fine, but your Dr. tells you different ain’t no use in crying.

Sad but your gonna be feeling fine.

Upset and it’s gonna be quite alright.

Stop lying to yourself.

It’s not all right. It’s not alright.

I fix another drink. Sink, sink, sink, sink.

The whole thing is just a waste of time. No amount of talking gonna change your mind. Roots deep, the seed will thrive. Living off the dirt that you keep inside. God damn this heart of mine. Putting out the fire with a bottle of wine. Oh one day you’ll feel fine. Well that’s a fucking lie.

Sad but your gonna be feeling fine.

Upset and it’s gonna be quite alright.

Well stop lying to yourself.

It’s not alright. It’s not alright.

I fix another drink. Sink,sink,sink,sink.

Sink, sink,sink,sink.

Sink,sink,sink,sink.


AGREE TO DISAGREE

I can’t control all these thoughts. Well the least you could do is just comfort me. After these drinks we’ll do shots, and then later on take your shot at me.

It’s gets late, and you know can’t be friends anymore.

Life’s so short. Don’t give up. This is it, all we’ve got.

I seem to be so depressed. Kind of like I was when I was young. Back then I would get so upset, instead of just hanging out, having fun.

It gets late, and you know can’t be friends anymore.

Life’s so short. Don’t give up. This is it, all we’ve got.

Let’s agree to disagree. We’ll get this resolved, please do t shout at me. I know that I e stopped making sense, but somehow we continue arguing.

It gets late and you know can’t be friends anymore life’s so short. Don’t give up. This is it, all we’ve got.

It gets late, and you know can’t be friends anymore.

Life’s so short. Don’t give up. This is it, all we’ve got.

It’s the way it should be. I’m not yours, can’t you see?

You don’t care. I don’t mind. This is a waste of time.


SMILE

The jig is up. Everything I do becomes messed up, and now your starting to cry.

I’ve seen it, I know how, being sad can drag these things out.

All week long, all year long.

I feel better when you smile.

I feel better when you smile.

I feel better when you smile.

Alright.

I said what? I don’t remember I was drunk, and that’s no excuse. I hope you forgive me for being dumb.

I feel better when you smile.

I feel better when you smile.

I feel better when you smile.

Alright.


UNITY

There’s no excuse for you having a simple mind. Open up your eyes, everyone’s beautiful. You don’t care about what here could be inside. You’d rather judge people; living in ignorance. Intelligence will help us learn from our difference. We’re all living life, trying to get by. Making money, doing what we can, just to pay the rent. There’s no difference.

I can see the fire burning inside of your heart. It’s been taught to you, we can put it out. I know it’s hard when your teachers have taught you hate, but this is your life. You change your mind. Make some friends, learn some things, and communicate.

Peace through unity, through fucking unity.

Brothers are brothers, and sisters are sisters, and we need each other so let go of ignorance.


WALLS

I hide in my home, and I hide in my head. And when I wake up I don’t want to leave bed. Don’t come a knocking cause I won’t let you in. I won’t play your game, so you never can win. The room starts to shake, and I’m scared by the sound.

When all of my walls come crumbling down, down.

I’m using my feet to walk all over town, they get me around.

I trust in my shoes to take me back home. Sometimes when I’m drinking, I just feel so alone. Oh I’ll be alright here inside of my shell. Your thoughts can create your own personal hell.

When all of your walls come crumbling down, down.

I’m using my feet to walk all over town, they get me around.

Don’t cover your ears now you must hear the sound.

When all of your walls come crumbling down, down to the ground.

Well 1,2,3 come walk with me, we’re gonna head on down that dirty street, and when the walls come down then you’ll see. All these things inside of me. Like fear, and love, anxiety. The battle for my sanity. An emptiness that can’t be filled. The broken heart I tried to kill.


TALKING TO MYSELF

In the morning time I swear I heard your voice.

But you don’t want to talk, you say it’s all just noise.

Now Ive got these things to get off my chest.

I’m talking to myself cause you’ve already left.

There’s no way to go back. 

You’re gone now and I accept that.

There’s no way to go back.

You’re gone now and I accept that.

So now I take these pills to straighten out my head.

And take another one to help me go to bed.

Maybe a few more drinks, maybe I’ll write a song.

And sing it to myself cause you’ve already gone.

There’s no way to go back.

You’re gone now and I accept that.

There’s no way to go back.

You’re gone now and I accept that.


GET OUT

You come to me in the night, and you come during the day;
and I just don’t know what to do to make you go away.
It’s always something I don’t want, and I don’t want to see.
Thoughts just pop into my head, and start to torture me.
Sometimes I can shut em out, and sometimes I want to scream;
and sometimes I just let em go, and pretend to still be me.
Intruders come from everywhere, and you just can’t let em in.
The ones that come from in my head are telling me to sin.

Get out, get out. I just don’t want you around
Get out, get out. I’m drowning you out with this sound.

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